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  1. 1st cycle of injects~trigger~IUI

    So here we are nearly 5 years of TTC#2 its day 3 of my injects.Please pray this works for us.Thank You all so much
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  2. so i have decided to just give up trying for a baby its never gonna happen

    so i was 30 in july and my beautiful husband had a surpise birthday ...the night of my birthday my sister and best freind both announced they where pregnant ....and at halloween we had afew freinds over and my other Best freind announced she too was preg too ...so i have decided to just give up and be happy with what i have im sick of wishing and hoping and ending up disappointed and bitter..so thats it for me im just goin to try and concentrate on the good things in my life and if by some miracle ...
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  3. Can't believe my BFP was real

    Of course it's way too early to start calling this a viable pregnancy, but I am jazzed to have had a decent first beta. If nothing else I feel like there's been some progress. On Monday I go again to do another beta, and the long road begins. I am sincerely hoping that this is the beginning of that long road. I'm conscious of all of the potential pitfalls - so I can't start celebrating too much, but I have allowed myself a tiny glimmer of hope and excitement that this might just be the one!
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  4. What a world...what a day!

    Went with SIL for her first U/s today as she asked if I would. It was tough! I got to see her baby...and most of all I saw the heartbeat. I have never gotten to see one of my own so that was the real kicker for me! She is staying with DH and I for a while as her boyfriend (and the father of her child) decided it was a good idea to throw her to the ground and choke her until she passed out. Yes he knows she is pregnant...would she press charges...of course not! I am p/o'd and down in the dumps ...
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  5. Exhausted

    For the last week I've been so completely tired. Not just tired.....but exhausted. I am having a really hard time getting out of bed. I don't know why all of a sudden I'm like this. Any suggestions or ideas of what's wrong with me?
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  6. 36 week appt!!

    by , 11-04-2010 at 08:13 PM (The Infamous Sunny in Seattle...)
    Hi all. Just got in....my BP is 102/60. Baby is doing great. Fundal height is measuring 37cm. Baby is completely heads down. I will be going 2x a week for NST's and once a week for OB check. I will be getting my Group B strep test next week. So I didnt get an internal. As for any "inductions".....Baby is doing so well, OB stated. That my hospital will not do an induction unless a women is overdo , or for a medical reason. Right now, OB says we are very healthy. (regardless of my Fibro ...
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  7. Glass half full

    I try to stay positive and i try to have hope but its been supers super tough. i thought i ovulated this month..and i know my husband was home at right time ! but i am on day 35 (which is kind of normal) but i had no signs . Usually i get really sore breast... so far nothing! so i am worried that i didnt ovulate at all. i did take a blood test for when i THINK i did ovulate but still waiting to hear.

    waiting tahts alll i evvver dooooo!!!!

    trying to stay positive
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  8. 1 day till beta - Hi my name is Flowerchica and I'm a POAS addict.

    This 2ww has been a total emotional roller coaster ride. The cycle was very easy - not painful at all. In fact it felt too easy . I am angry with myself for taking a HPT early, because I became totally enthralled with them. I had to keep testing - one in the morning and one in the evening. Since I tested early, I saw a very faint positive. So faint I couldn't be sure I saw it. that must made me bananas! I didn't feel any better. Now I was dreading waiting another 12 hours to test again. Then I ...
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  9. My first BFP? I'm too scared to call it!

    Ugh so I'm 6dpt5dt ( I think I've finally figured out the nomenclature) and I saw a super faint vertical line. I tested on 5dpt5dt and was hesitant to believe that it was a BFP. The line was there but it was sooo faint. Even today, at 6dpt the line is faint - but it's definitely better than it was on the 5dpt. I'm totally terrified to call it a positive, because that would have to mean admitting that there was hope for this. There are still so many questions I have, is it ectopic, is it really a ...
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  10. 3 days to Beta.......

    Ugh..... well - doing an early POAS didn't make me feel any better. The plus side is it didn't make me feel any worse..... In fact, it was horribly inconclusive, but at least I felt like I was doing something.

    At least my estrogen and progesterone levels were good.....I won't be crushed if it's a BFN, after all I decided that I'm going to do these FETs and IVFs until we're successful or can't afford it anymore. Whichever happens first..... but it would be awesome to end ...
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