everyday gets harder and harder i've gain 30 pounds of the 50 i've lost.have'nt seen my period for almost 3 months ,hair is just every where on my face ,neck,back and everywhere possible but the bottom of my feet.i look at myself sometimes and don't understand why my husband is with me.i have more hair bumps then he does.I've notice every time he looks at me i can't help to think hoe gross do i look right now,i know you're not suppose to ask God WHY i'am a good person.so obsesse looking at other...

rpeters

Alittle blog... for now..
I am so irritated and nervous. I know this only my 3rd medicated cyle.. but it's been a year this month since my m/c and we've been trying since. I test on monday and I honestly feel like I did when i found I was pregnant.. that I wasn't. then a few weeks later i started really feeling it then it went away. I want that back. I want to hold my precious baby in my hands and my husband smile so big because he finally gets to be a dad. Just a sad day I guess.. I just...

Asherlexie

Wow, I am really being optimistic that things will get better! I had the eggs again for b-fast, and really wanted a piece of toast, however I didn't go for it! I am proud of myself for not giving in! I have to keep my motivators in front of me to help me stay on track! For snack I had the mozarella stick, and for lunch I will have the grilled chicken breast and steamed cabbage. I was a bit moody yesterday but, I am really trying to stay focused here! Just knowing that I will eventually have fruit...

jewwell

new to soul cysters found the site by accident but glad maybe to talk to others alike. Diagnosed with pcos 9 years ago, apparently the docotrs knew but forgot to tell me!
After a miscarrage (i didnt even know I was pregnant) i was given metformin by a docotor who also suggested the atkins diet, needless to say you do everything they tell you and i ended up losing 2lb a day! and feeling really ill. So the atkins diet stopped. The doctors prescribed 500mg twice a day.
9 years later im...

Annis

Yesterday, the second day of my diet, was not so bad. I felt more full eating basically the same stuff, but the sugar cravings were really bad, especially after dinner.

And it doesn't help that DH is not on board with this. He likes me "plump" and doesn't understand why I'm not happy with myself. So, he was being a real jerk and offering my cookies and telling me that if I was craving something, my body needed it. It made me really mad, which actually helped me fight...

mj_romo