Ok so it is CD 12 and I feel like I am gonna have af again! WTF!? I know its not ovulation bleeding...I haven't even had wet or ewcm yet. Af just stopped and I just finished spotting. UGH! I am so frustrated I was really hoping I'd find out I was ovulating on my own....at least then I would feel like I had a chance in h*ll to get pregnant without intervention. Maybe I should screw trying to do it on my own and go see an RE? I don't know! I am sorry for my rant....I just want to be "normal"...

anichols

Hi there! I am new to this blogging idea, but I thought I might give it a whirl. Currently I am very upset over the loss of another cyster from Ohio, Maggie. I really didn't know Maggie that well. We spoke on the Ohio Cysters thread, toyed around with the idea of meeting some day. We first mentioned meeting sometime before her DD was born this past January. Thought maybe April or May would be a good idea. Then one day turns into the next and for whatever reason getting together keeps getting pushed...

anichols