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I hate PCOS!

Posted 06-30-2008 at 07:18 PM by anichols
Updated 06-30-2008 at 07:30 PM by anichols

Ok so it is CD 12 and I feel like I am gonna have af again! WTF!? I know its not ovulation bleeding...I haven't even had wet or ewcm yet. Af just stopped and I just finished spotting. UGH! I am so frustrated

I was really hoping I'd find out I was ovulating on my own....at least then I would feel like I had a chance in h*ll to get pregnant without intervention. Maybe I should screw trying to do it on my own and go see an RE? I don't know! I am sorry for my rant....I just want to be "normal" already!! I'm sure you all identify. I'll I've ever known for sure I wanted is to be a mommy and have a big family. The ONE thing I have ever known for sure my whole life.. and it has to be sooo difficult. I am so happy and grateful for the miracle daughter I do have...I just feel my dreams for a large family are crumbling down around me! Today is just a bad day. I am feeling very pessimistic. ARGH!! That felt better!

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	i feel your pain
	Posted 07-01-2008 at 03:31 AM by monaisttc

	I'm so sorry I didn't see this before now! I'm sorry you feel this way sweetie. I don't know what to do but offer support and hugs. (((hugs))) And some flowers just because.
	Posted 07-22-2008 at 12:36 PM by Bianca

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