Today my husband and I went to dinner with good friends who told us the happy news that they were expecting. I was very happy fot them but could not help but cry when we got home. I feel guilty now that my own infertility makes me bitter and my husband was mad at me that I cried thinking I wasn't happy for them. Truth is I am happy for them and glad they have not had to endure the struggles we have with infertility. It was just a very bittersweet moment as I was excited for them but sad and afraid...

CA2NE

Hubby really wants me to try acupuncture but I want to try clomid. I am a skeptic and trying to figure out how it works. Thinking it is worth a shot though.

CA2NE

So I am not sure if anyone else feels this way but I hate how I get so jealous of friends when they conceive and have their babies. I am happy for them but at the same time it makes me sad that I am struggling and I am jealous of those who conceive so easily. Then I am mad at myself for having "issues" and not just being happy. I drive my husband crazy sometimes and feel he cannot understand. I am praying for patience and peace with whatever God has in planned but I was wondering if anyone...

CA2NE