Bittersweet
Posted 11-07-2009 at 12:36 AM by CA2NE
Today my husband and I went to dinner with good friends who told us the happy news that they were expecting. I was very happy fot them but could not help but cry when we got home. I feel guilty now that my own infertility makes me bitter and my husband was mad at me that I cried thinking I wasn't happy for them. Truth is I am happy for them and glad they have not had to endure the struggles we have with infertility. It was just a very bittersweet moment as I was excited for them but sad and afraid that I may never have that experience. Not sure how to sort out my feelings.
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 |  Don't feel bad- it's perfectly natural for you to feel that way. It's a crazy mix-up of emotions, feeling happy for your friends, sad that you don't have a baby, then feeling bad for being a little sad. It's not easy having all of these emotions, but don't feel bad about it. |
Posted 11-07-2009 at 01:53 AM by MrsBishop  |
| | Hi , I am so unhappy as well.I hate PCOD, I hate not being normal and being unable to have kids just like everybody else.It is such a cruel disease to have for a woman.I understand what you are going through, all my friends have had kids or are pregnant right now except me.  |
| Posted 11-07-2009 at 08:53 PM by mundanemonday |
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