Just wanted to let everyone know that due to convenience, I'm moving my blog to a different site. Several friends who live out of state aren't cysters and want to stay up to date on our ttc efforts. The new link is http://ttcandpcos.blogspot.com/. Hope to see you there!

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I've finally reached a point of peace and excitement about starting clomid in January. Dh and I are ready to be parents and if this step will help us reach that dream, then, that's where we're headed. I've been pretty down in the dumps for the past few cycles. I even made the mistake of asking dh "when do we give up ttc?" His response? "Give up??? Honey, we're just getting started!" I cried and it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. He's right, you...

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I started spotting last night and am pretty sure that af will arrive in all her glory tonight or tomorrow. I had such high hopes for this month. We timed bding perfectly. I remembered to choke down every single dose of every single little pill that I was supposed to take. My face was greasy oily around o time. I've had "symptoms" for several days now. My cp is still high and soft. I really thought this was it. Apparently not. We're headed straight for cycle 12. And I'm headed...

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The past few days, I have been exhausted. At 7 pm last night, I had to take a NAP! Slept until 8:45 pm and then got up (just to watch my tv shows!) and was back to sleep by 11. CP is still high and softer than usual. I've also had this really weird feeling on the right side of my lower abdomen (right below my appendectomy scar). It feels kind of like a tingling, slightly pulling sensation. My legs keep going to sleep too. I keep burping, but every time I do, I feel like I'm going to puke....

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I'm still 12 days away from my poas date. Yeah, I know I could actually test earlier, but I'm giving af a little extra time to show her face. I hate bfn's and the poor cashier at our local Dollar Tree already thinks I'm nuts (I usually buy 5 at a time). I keep daydreaming of what it would be like to actually have a baby...thinking about names, nursery themes, way to break the big news...And of course, dh's bday would be the perfect time for a bfp. He has no idea of when I'm testing--his attitude...

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