Hi,

I am new on here. Your blog is the first that I have read. To be completely honest. You made me feel as if I am not alone. I wish you all the best in your journey. Keep going and stay positive! I love this site!

I have the same pains from my right ovary too. It's very wierd to have these random pains out of the blue. For a while I was having these pains almost every day. Now that I've started femara to properly ovulate, I don't get them as often. I wonder if they just come with the territory of having PCOS.

I know that feeling you want to be happy for them but can't because you wish it was you in their shoes.

I don't know if its normal but i know exactly what you're talking about. It happens to me all the time out of nowhere but it only lasts a few seconds and it's usually my right ovary.

Good luck to you! I am right there with you. I went to the dietician today. Everything starts tomorrow! Exercise and good food....here we come! Sending Babydust your way!

Good Luck and Babydust to you!!

I can relate to all of you. One of the hardest things to have to hear from people is "your young you shouldn't worry so much" and I also hear "don't worry It'll happen". Ok Yes i'm 25 however i have been TTC for 3 years now and i have endo and PCOS. Every time my AF comes it's like i lost what could have been a possible baby. Having that happen over and over again for 3 years can really hurt a person's soul.

Hi I just finished my first course of metformin and cholmid, I was taking them both for one yr previously however I gave up for awhile. When I was on them before I had no side affects at all however this time round I copped every single side affect posiible!!! problem is I cant tell you which med gave me the side affects :-/

The side affects were loss of appitite, nausia, lathargic, hot flushes, stomach cramps and just a really yuck feeling.

Hope that helps!

I'm sorry you have to deal with that. I know it sucks trying to be happy for someone else when all you want is what they have.

That is terrible. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I am on Clomid now and I am starting my "New Year's Resolutions" early....lose weight, exercise, stress less. I want a baby really badly, but more than that...I want to feel better. You are right about the emotional problems. These hormone fluxuations are driving me batty!!!! Good luck to you too and lots of baby dust wishes your way!

I know the feeling of it hurting to watch all these other pregnant women and newborn babies. I've had PCOS for a long time (irregular periods, weight gain, etc), but after being basically blown off by a whole bunch of other doctors, I finally got diagnosed. Of course, it doesn't help that I'm told that I can't conceive a baby unless I lose weight and go on clomid and metformin right as my little brother announces that his girlfriend is pregnant. Grrr. I'm happy for them and they now have a beautiful baby boy, but I just want it to be me that gets to tell everyone I'm pregnant. I'm sure all the emotional problems that come with this aren't helping. Baby dust to you and good luck!

People don't realize that they are being insensitive. I think you should tell your sister how you feel.

Very well spoken. I could not have put this into words better myself.

That sucks! I'm so sorry. I've been trying not to drink anything but water and I haven't been eating meat at all. Just fruits and veggies. This seems to be helping a little, but it gets old fast. Good luck!

thanks- totally got AF this week tho...but I'm just glad I'm finally having one after 3 months!

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you anyway!

Have a Happy Thanksgiving!

Oh you are so sweet! You totally took the words out of my mouth when you said "spoiled brat...pitching a fit" that is totally me! God has bigger, better, more meaningful plans for us than we have for ourselves. I have to remember that more often!

I am typing this response through tear filled eyes because you just described how I feel. I am really struggling with this diagnosis. I got really angry with God and I was getting bitter. It is so hard to see dead beat moms walking around with 3 or 4 kids and I can't even have one? But in this process, I am realizing that faith is so easy to have when life is good and you get what you want. I am picturing myself now as a spoiled brat child of God....I'm pitching a fit because I can't have my own way. I believe God sees a bigger picture than we are able to see and whether He wants me to grow in faith or whether he has some plans in the future for us that kids don't fit into the picture of yet...I have to lean on that faith....and that faith has to grow bigger because this is really hard. I'll be praying for you too!

Thanks for the comment! It is so good to know I'm not alone in all of this! I get so frustrated. Trying to learn all this stuff about conceiving is frustrating too. So many people around me are just announcing their pregnancies or just recently having their babies...I am happy for them, but it physically hurts to watch them. I am trying so hard to deal with these feelings, but to think there is probably a problem and then to have the fact that there is actually a problem confirmed are two different feelings altogether. How do you cope with all the babies around?

go to "new posts" and it's usually listed on one of those pages because it gets updated so often.