So last week I lost two days of work because the pain in my stumach was unbearable. I went to the Dr. and he said "ulcers".

this week I lost some work because my back and lower abdomen prevented me from getting out of bed all weekend and the doctor said "you need an ultra sound"

I got an ultra sound. the Doctor said. "You need surgery to get your gall bladder removed."

Please keep in mind the fac tta tI haven't been to the doctor...

Cyster_seven

Today was a good day in a very uneventful way. Now, given that I am PCOS hyspoglycemic and just all togheter moody, I'm not sure what the credit goes to. Is it because it was genuinely a good day and I'm actually starting to feel better, or is my cheerful disposition due to mere mood changes?

Given that I haven't felt great in months- having a cheerful day, despite everything that I am facing is a good sign, if I do say so myself.

I'm hoping, but Im sure I;ll be in tears...

Cyster_seven

It's interesting to look at the statistics and ratios of women out there that have PCOS. How is it that we can have our own little group dedicated to this one "disease" and yet we can feel so alone?

I find the self esteem issues to be the hardest, but its because my self esteem is tied to everything.

In essance, I am one of those shy sweet girls that would do anything for you. I'm far too forgiving and I don't hold grudges if someone asks for forgiveness and trully...

Cyster_seven

"It'skind of like the moral of an uncharachteristically bad movie with an inspiring message that no one will ever get becase the movie was so poorly directed and hokey."


After falling ill, a sickness unlike any other I have ever experienced- I've spent the majority of three days confined to my bed. The pain seemed to be a reminder of every mistake I'd ever made, the reminder of the reason I was in the situation that I was in, currently. However, finally understanding...

Cyster_seven

It all started years ago, when I found my mood swings to be over the top. I started gaining weight. In high school, I always had more curves than most girls I knew, but I was only 135 pounds. Within two years after graduating, I had balooned to nearly 230. I chalked it up to no longer being on the swim team, and being hypoglycemic.

Eventually, after the hair started, the periods never got regular- I started to avoid mirrors. I would look at myself in disgust and I hated who I had becme....

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