Two of my close friends are pregnant. And I can't stop crying. I am so depressed. I am not even trying to conceive and I am jealous of those who so easily are making babies. I have no idea what the whole TTC world will be like for me.
Not to mention I am crying because I miss my grandfather who passed away. Grandma sent me a birthday card and for the first time it does not have his name on it. I lost it and haven't really been right since. And now I find that someone else in my life is pregnant....

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I just wanted to post this for later reference. I know I will need it again...

For despair and when bad things continuously happen to good people:
Hebrews 10:36
Romans 5:3

Plus I could always go to church like I keep saying I am going to but never quite get around to doing. Thank you for the passages Aunt Nisey.

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I always get cramps in the weirdest places. In my pelvic area, sometimes it feels like my ovaries are cramping. Is that even possible? And can you believe that joke of a doctor said he had never heard of pelvic pain being connected with PCOS. What is he even talking about? Really, what planet did he receive his Ph.D. in?

I definitely get cramping every time after my fiance and I have sex. I have read that other women experience this too, but is there any way to stop it? Is it really...

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I am crazy. I am just going to say it. My poor boyfriend has to put up with all my roller coaster craziness. No wonder he hasn't popped the question yet - he is still trying to figure out if I will ever be "normal." And I fear I may not. I don't know how to control these outbursts of crying and depression. The worst part is that when I am out of control, I know it, but I am completely incapable of getting myself back in control. Most times he can recognize it and help me through it. But...

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