I swear...anxiety is going to drive me to drink!! If I have a headache, why does it have to be a brain tumor? Why can't it be sinuses? If my heart is beating irregularly, why do I have to be dying? Why can't it just be palpitations? If I can't get my mom on the phone, why does she have to be laying on the floor dying and all alone, instead of stepping outside to get the mail? Am I all alone in this? I've tried to many things...and it IS getting better, I just needed to vent about it for awhile!...

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It makes me insane. I pick up my laptop, click on Firefox...and wait. I wait and wait. I tap my fingers. I watch TV. And still I see the "No connection" screen. How can there be no connection when I pay $148 a month for cable and internet? Are they serious? No connection? There is about to be a connection between my laptop and the wall!! It makes me insane!!

drama queen

is on my NERVES. For some reason today, everything he says makes me want to throttle him, choke him, strike him...and my, oh my, have I thought of some creative ways to do it!! No, I'm not usually homicidal, I think I must be hormonal. And he can't get the hint. I've asked him to just not talk to me for the rest of the day...we'll see how long that lasts. If any of you hear the news of a woman going after her husband with an electric cheese grater, then think of me!

drama queen

I'm going to get out of it - and soon :o) I have a plan. It's so easy to say and so hard to stick with. At Target today, I saw the most beautiful throw blanket. Do I need it? No. Do I want it? Ohhhhhhhyeeeessssssssssss! It's so hard to walk away and not buy it. Especially when it has that red tag...oh the dreaded red tag. The one with the magical words..."On Sale." Needless to say, I fell off the debt wagon and bought it. But hey, I'm starting in June right? That's the plan...

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