Help Please!
Posted 04-22-2009 at 09:41 PM by ednviv01
Hello. I am new to the whole computer and blogging program. I wanted to know if anyone can answer some questions that I have about transabdominal cerclage. I know I don't have the abbreviations together but I will certainly try.
It all started in 2003 for me. I was pregnant with my first child. We named him Donovan James. One day I was feeling this horrible pain in back and when I went to the doctors they advised me that I was 3cm and was about to deliver. I was 20 weeks. The doctor's had no clue why this occurred. I was devistated.
My long recovery from depression ended in 2005 when I found out that I was pregnant again. This time with my daughter. Tamia Nicole. I had the pleasure of spending 1hr with her in my arms before she passed away. See unfortunately at 22 weeks the same occurred. I delivered early again. This time the doctor's finally gave me an answer, so I thought. They told me that I had an IC.
I didn't think I was going to get out of my rut until 2007 when I was told I was 3wks pregnant. But instead of feeling happy and joyous I was nervous,scared and depressed once again. At 13wks I had a cerclage put in. The doctor's thought it was the perfect solution. 20wks came and went and I thought, "I made it passed the hurdle! I can do this." At 24wks I went to a doctor's apt and found out that once again I was 3cm even with the cerclage and an emergency cerclage would have to be performed. I couldn't believe it! 24hrs later I developed a horrible infection and was told either I deliver now or I could loose my life as well as my daughters. They had me on so many drugs and medications that when I finally woke up I was told by my husband that we had lost our third child. A little girl we named Leticia Denise.
What I am feeling now and have been feeling for the past 6yrs is undescribable. I'm needing to know if there is hope out there for me. Any help or suggestions or anything that can bring my spirits up again. I thought I had everything. The house, the cars, the perfect husband, the job. But I would give it all up for the one thing that I so dear in my heart. A child. I live in Atlanta GA so if anyone has anything they can share please do so.
Thank you for listening.
It all started in 2003 for me. I was pregnant with my first child. We named him Donovan James. One day I was feeling this horrible pain in back and when I went to the doctors they advised me that I was 3cm and was about to deliver. I was 20 weeks. The doctor's had no clue why this occurred. I was devistated.
My long recovery from depression ended in 2005 when I found out that I was pregnant again. This time with my daughter. Tamia Nicole. I had the pleasure of spending 1hr with her in my arms before she passed away. See unfortunately at 22 weeks the same occurred. I delivered early again. This time the doctor's finally gave me an answer, so I thought. They told me that I had an IC.
I didn't think I was going to get out of my rut until 2007 when I was told I was 3wks pregnant. But instead of feeling happy and joyous I was nervous,scared and depressed once again. At 13wks I had a cerclage put in. The doctor's thought it was the perfect solution. 20wks came and went and I thought, "I made it passed the hurdle! I can do this." At 24wks I went to a doctor's apt and found out that once again I was 3cm even with the cerclage and an emergency cerclage would have to be performed. I couldn't believe it! 24hrs later I developed a horrible infection and was told either I deliver now or I could loose my life as well as my daughters. They had me on so many drugs and medications that when I finally woke up I was told by my husband that we had lost our third child. A little girl we named Leticia Denise.
What I am feeling now and have been feeling for the past 6yrs is undescribable. I'm needing to know if there is hope out there for me. Any help or suggestions or anything that can bring my spirits up again. I thought I had everything. The house, the cars, the perfect husband, the job. But I would give it all up for the one thing that I so dear in my heart. A child. I live in Atlanta GA so if anyone has anything they can share please do so.
Thank you for listening.
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