I seem to have them big time. Maybe it's the impending divorce, hearing, lawyer issues. Maybe it's the cost of Christmas, the loss of job, the impending cost of the trips miles away for court.

Hell, maybe it's just the stress of it all. Who knows?

I just need to remind myself that this too shall pass. I can't wait until life feels "normal" again. I can't wait to be out of my parents house and back into my own... and I cannot wait for the time when I am no longer...

Go Figure

I miss the days of looking forward to Christmas. Sure I was a kid and sure I loved getting gifts, but it was at least a more enjoyable time.

Now, with my current life issues etc. I dread Christmas and hope my children forgive me for not being able to give them all the cool stuff their friends get. Blah.

Oh and to note, my upped dosage went well, very few and minor side effects. Ooh, I need to make my appointment for my blood work.

Go Figure

Okay, so I may have mentioned wanting to up met previously, but I decided that despite lack of side effects it would be good to wait the full week suggested by my doctor to up it, so tonight will be my first taking a bedtime dose.

So far my symptoms are and have been minimal, which is perplexing to me, and if anything, aside from being more sleepy, I feel better on Met.

If this keeps up I can get into the physical side of weight loss and self improvement much faster....

Go Figure

Here are the numbers. I think I'll catch the important ones, but if not just let me know and I'll update.

Results: Mind you these were actually taken on CD 13, not 3 so my numbers may be a bit "off" from the norm. My doctor did her best to take that into account but with unpredictable cycle lengths it's not easy of course.

The bold numbers indicate abnormality on either the high or low side, non bold is a normal result.


Hormone...

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Okay, I still forgot to bring my numbers with me to the computer. But hey, at least I made it to my blog. I am starting my official day three of Met and so far I haven't had too many side effects. Actually, I think I feel better, which seems odd... well that and I have a big of gas... Anyhow... I hope my lack of symptoms is normal at this point.

500 mgs and counting.

Go Figure