lilredvixen81

Well its been a while since i last posted on my blog here. Since then i have had 3 failed rounds with clomid. **WHAT A BUMMER** so now my dr is going to try me on Femara during my next AF which should be starting next week. If i dont start next week i am dreading the Provera to make be start so i can get the show on the road with the Femara. It’s really stressful when you have your dreams shot down. And even more so when you find out someone in your family is having another baby just 8 months after delivering there 2nd. **NO FAIR** I know that what my body decides to do is not my fault but boy do i feel inadequate. I want nothing more that to give me husband a child and i feel like i am letting him down even though he would never say that. When i was younger and even recently before going to all this trouble of becoming a mother i wanted a big family of at least 4 kids... but now. i would be happy with just one. and let me tell you that one child would be spoiled rotten by his/her grandparents. Our Parents are dieing to become grandparents. My mother especialy. I feel sad when were in a store and she starts looking at baby clothes and getting all giddy. I always tell her "Dont worry mom, it will happen soon"....

So until next time.. **BABY DUST TO ALL**