linds3

Hey yall! this is my first time on this site and I am so glad I found it! Well, I was diagnosed with PCOS in January when I went for my first pap(ahhh! actually not that bad haha). I was happy but sad all at the same time. I was so glad to finally have the answer as to why I was so different from my friends and other girls. I would go months without having a period and I hate having more hair on my body than my boyfriend. It also became the answer to my acne that would not go away no matter what. This is embarrassing but how I found this site was by the realization of another body abnormality on me...a HUGE clitoris!! Now I'm like what the heck is this?!! What freaked me out even more is that I watched Oprah and saw the girl that turned into a guy and then became pregnant and he talked about how he was injected with male hormones to make his clitoris bigger into a penis! Today I was like OMG I am growing a penis?!!!!! Ok ok so i exaggerate and freak out easily. I know I am not growing a penis. I keep looking at PCOS as a burden. Yes, the infertility problem scares me more than anything that goes along with this syndrome. I was born to be a mom. But after finding this, I realize that it isnt as scary as I thought. I mean, yes it is, but there is still hope. My boyfriend has been the most supportive person through out this whole ordeal. I know what you may be thinking, we are only 18 and we are in love but it's true. We have talked about getting married one day and having kids, but since this I have been more skeptical. He has kept my hopes high and his opinion of me hasn't changed at all. He still sees me as the most beautiful woman, regardless of how masculine I feel at times. I can only hope all women with this syndrome find a man like him.