What the text SHOULD have said!
Posted 05-25-2008 at 10:42 PM by Melvin'sWifey
Not sure why, but this 3 day weekend just isn't doing it for me. Sure it's nice to not have to go to work for these three days, but at the same time I have a grey cloud of depression over me, and for no apparent reason. Sometimes I wonder, do I expect too much out of life? Is life supposed to be a non stop thrill ride... and I'm one of the ones missing out on it? Is life supposed to be exciting and emotional yet it's just not happening?
Maybe I rely too much on others creating fun and happiness for me. Maybe I should look further into myself and my desires on how to make life better. Could it be that once I have a baby, my life will be further fulfilled? Of course! But I also am realistic knowing that a baby won't "make everything better" I will still be the person who I am (maybe?) but I also think not being able to concieve naturally is heavily weighing on my mind... probably more than I think it is.
A couple weeks ago a new friend came over. Her boyfriend is a long time friend of Melvins. We were sitting inside talking and I was telling her about PCOS and she was saying she thinks she has it too. She'd never tried to concieve before, but had a feeling she wouldn't ever be able to get pregnant on her own. Well, little did she know, but she was actually like 2-3 weeks pregnant at that moment. Two weeks later she texts me a simple text "I'm preggers!" and I'm just like ok, thanks for the freakin text. Well, I did text back and say congratulations, but what I wanted to text back was this: "You weren't even trying to get pregnant! You two have only known eachother a couple months, and you just tricked him into moving in with you and he was mad at you for doing so! My man, just bailed your man out of jail, and you had to pay to get your car out of impound because he got it taken away! Neither of you have a job! Your family dislikes him, and probably for good reason! YOU'RE NOT READY AND IT'S NOT FAIR! WHY YOU AND NOT ME?"
Yeah, that would have been a pretty awful text but it sure would have made me feel a hell of a lot better! Haha, so did this post
Maybe I rely too much on others creating fun and happiness for me. Maybe I should look further into myself and my desires on how to make life better. Could it be that once I have a baby, my life will be further fulfilled? Of course! But I also am realistic knowing that a baby won't "make everything better" I will still be the person who I am (maybe?) but I also think not being able to concieve naturally is heavily weighing on my mind... probably more than I think it is.
A couple weeks ago a new friend came over. Her boyfriend is a long time friend of Melvins. We were sitting inside talking and I was telling her about PCOS and she was saying she thinks she has it too. She'd never tried to concieve before, but had a feeling she wouldn't ever be able to get pregnant on her own. Well, little did she know, but she was actually like 2-3 weeks pregnant at that moment. Two weeks later she texts me a simple text "I'm preggers!" and I'm just like ok, thanks for the freakin text. Well, I did text back and say congratulations, but what I wanted to text back was this: "You weren't even trying to get pregnant! You two have only known eachother a couple months, and you just tricked him into moving in with you and he was mad at you for doing so! My man, just bailed your man out of jail, and you had to pay to get your car out of impound because he got it taken away! Neither of you have a job! Your family dislikes him, and probably for good reason! YOU'RE NOT READY AND IT'S NOT FAIR! WHY YOU AND NOT ME?"
Yeah, that would have been a pretty awful text but it sure would have made me feel a hell of a lot better! Haha, so did this post
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 |  LMAO!!!!!!! I love the what you should have said text! I also go through bouts of depression, so I completely understand where you're coming from. |
Posted 02-16-2009 at 08:06 PM by Atlanta Chick  |
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