I can't describe the heartache and disappointment I feel right now. After all the dramn about finding out my husband of 7 years has a gf and I found out about it 3 days ago. He decided that since i know now, he could openly announce he was going to leave and go talk to her on the phone. I was destroyed. His sister and nieces came over to visit him and he thought his new found gf was more important. He left and I asked his sister to stay so I didn't break down b.c I knew what he was doing. he was...

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Yesterday, I found out my husband has a girlfriend. Only 21 years old at that. After a few weeks of odd behaivor and disappeaing for over 24 hrs a few times and never answering my phone calls and making excuses why. I decided to look up phone records. I found a number that had atotal of 50 calls back and forth for just a few days, the first few he started staying gone. I called, I got a young girl's voicemail. She called back, I confronted her and asked her if she knew my husband she hesitantly...

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Another great day, woke up with really bad heartburn. Then on my way to work I started feeling hair static uuuuugghhh its so annoying, sticking to the side of my face amd all over the place. Sitting around work doing nothing just checking out the boards and start feeling like I'm going to puke and my eye feels like theres a shovel full of dirt under my contact and my eyes watery and red. So, that's my day so far, sitting here looking like a monster and its only 9:30 am!!!! How am I ever...

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I was just 19 and it all started one morning when I had an appt at my ob/gyn, I was 20wks and was just going for my regular monthly visit. My dr. had this handheld ultrasound thing that she used every month to check the baby. We were supposed to find out what it was that day, since the previous month she just wasn't sure. Weird to me now but didnt put much thought into it then. So, she looks and says the baby is very far down close to your cervix, I just can't get it to move up and tell you the...

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I always had an adversion to blogging, but I thought I'd give it a try. Maybe by the end of this I may feel better, writing always seemed to have helped sort things out for me before. I will use this as my tool to vent and just put my frustrations out there.Here goes....

I often ask myself if I'm being punished by God for something I did or didn't do in life. I know its wrong to question, but I can't control it or find peace in simply accepting the unknown. Maybe there will come a...

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