well, I am moving to san diego, and I am totally freaking out, and having anxiety attacks, and panick attacks. first, i dont know anyone there and dont know where anything is, but only where i am living at and my hubbys new job. I am nervous and scared and I have been praying so that comes me down. I am a emotional mess right now. it is like two and half hours away from my family. I am sad that they are gonna be soo far away. I love them to death and I am gonna miss them soo much, especially, my...

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aaraggh this ttcing thing is freakin annoying. I am running out of patients like big time. my husband isnt cooperarting either. i just wanna be pregnant and carry full term with a healthy baby boy/girl. it doesnt matter anymore. I am at wits end. I just started ttcing. so im being a impatient brat. im just having a bad day today with this whole ttc thing. i hope it happens soon

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First vent of the day. I had a bridal shower for my sister and (totally my fault) i forgot to invite her friends. it just went past my head. she wasnt happy about it. but geez i got school and a husband who demands attention like a kid sometime and work sometimes. its just soo crazy I told her i was sorry. but can i do.

Next vent, ok why does everyone have to rub it in my face that i live so far away. i always come over there when i can. (my family lives in Los angeles and i live...

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I have a test to be an special ed aide. im soo excited i hope that i can get that job. i really hope oo. yikes im soo excited

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