why dont they care?

my quality of life is so nil. im 28 yrs old and have been having thinning hair for years now. my weight constantly goes up and down, but mostly up. and i have nothing but misery and fear where my periods are concerned. ive tried birth control and all it does is make me pork out and make my periods worse. i hate my life. i hate my body, its nothing but a curse. im so fed up with my periods and hormones running my LIFE. ive been on this period for over a month, and im sick to death of feeling like no one can help me. i dont have insurance, and im miserable. what am i supposed to do?!? this period is getting heavier, and i know what that means...it means my period wont stop until i have it surgically stopped AGAIN but this time i have no doctor or insurance to help me. im constantly depressed. my moodswings are terrible. im constantly crying or angry, and im just not a happy person. im 28, i should be enjoying life, not crying about it constantly. i wish there was a doctor out there willing to work with me, even if i had to be a guinea pig and undergo experiments. there has to be a way of fixing this.