i really don't believe it. Today i went into work only to find that we are all now getting new contracts. Normally i would't complain but i just feel that they have changed them so they can sack people easyer. I also went back in after having a day off sick to find that all the work has changed and there is now a big pile of riteing to be done. As i am not that great at paper work it has not gone down to well. I am ok on this computer becuase of spellcheck. Now i have to face a meeting tomorrow...

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i am still feeling no better. I have been in bed the whole weekend, which means that i haven't got any work done. I still have a pile of college work to be done not to mention the pile for work. studying while working seemed like a good idea at the time. Now it is just a pain in the butt. All i wanna do is fall into bed when i get home. Sometimes i wonder if my pcos makes me more tired. I have always been tired but this is something else.

I am tired of fighting to get treatment for...

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i still feel rough today. my head is spinning so when i get up it feels like it is ging to fall off.

I have been thinking about my pcos all night and what to do about it. i know that i need to exercise but it is hard. I always seem to be ill and never manage to get more than two weeks in a row where i can exercise. This really frustrates me as i used to be very good at sport. I even ran for my school. Sometimes i feel that pcos has distroyed my life.

When i was at school...

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i just really need to write this blog. i am really fed up with the pcos. having had it for ten years i feel that i am no nearer to finding treatment.

i blame my gp for some of it. when i was daignosed ten years ago she never gave ne any information. i didn't have a clue what was going on. if she has told me what i now know then i could have been on the meds and kept away some of the syptoms that i now have. if only she had taken it to help me. why didn't you??????

now...

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