| sometimes i feel haveing a baby is never gonna happen for me my sisters have kids even my sister who was told she wud never have kids due to cancer is pregnant my cousin who was told the same thing just had a baby.none of my family can relate to what i am feeling right now my husband trys so hard but comforting me doesnt seem to work to top it all off we just moved to washinton 3000 miles away from my family or friends and i feel so alone i ahve noone to talk to ugh |