pg?...maybe?..

this would be the first time that i would potentially be pregnant, i dont know how to feel, i 'feel' pregnant right now, i know that is just crazy, it is just so strange to know that there are 2 little embryos floating around inside, i wish i was psychic so i would just know, i think i have had more than my fair share of disappointments, maybe it is my turn. my little eggies were fertilized and transferred all within a day of my grandmother's birthday, i know i have her spirit on my side, what an oustanding woman she was. Jose is so sweet, im his 'pregnant wife' already, he has been waiting on me hand and foot, i hope that i am able to give us a child that we have waited for, this time!!