Ok so I am deciding to take a month or two off of TTC and take care of me. I am watching what I eat and drinking 2 glasses of green tea a day. Taking all of my freakin pills everyday, like I am supposed to. I am so fed up. I keep seeing pregnant women everywhere I look. A woman I work with lost her baby today at 6 and half months along. I feel so bad for her. She has two other kids, but this was going to be her last, yet unplanned.
But then I turn around and see two other girls at work complaining...

ReginaIL82

Ok I am so tired of playing the waiting game. Every month I take my pills and if I get lucky I ovulate fairly early, around cd 16. Which isn't to bad, but then I am stuck waiting again. I get to wonder if I am PG or not. Some months I start POAS and other months, I just say no and wait to see if AF shows or not. Right now yet again I am in my waiting period. Which really sux. I mean come on how cool would it be to know if we are pg right away or not. That would be so much better.
Oh well...

ReginaIL82

Ok so this is my first SC blog. What has brought this on, can we say DEPRESSION.
I swear I am going crazy. Every month I take a bunch of pills, temp, check CM and everything else. I am overly tired of it. I swear getting a BFP is the worst thing, I swear. We BD on time and like good lil bunnies should. Then we wait and test, what oh what do I see, a BFN for me.
Then to make matter worse I take my pills and do what I should. Do I even ovulate. Nope not gonna happen. My body hates...

ReginaIL82