Just feeling lost........

Well..I am feeling like an emotional wreck today. On Monday I POAS and it appeared to have a faint line, so I was thinking yeah finally...so then on Wednesday I woke up literally puking. Puked twice and then just had a lump in my throat the rest of the day. Today woke up feeling sick to my stomach, but haven't puked yet....saliva is definitely in excess.....Then I feel this pop today thing oh crap AF is here, nope is was a load of CM and now it's enough I have to wear a liner. I am exhausted, but unfortunately I run a business from home, so everytime I lay down for a nap my phone rings or my two year old jumps on me and tells me to get up. Well I POAS this afternoon after holding it for 5 hours and I can't see anything...other people see a line and when you invert the colors I see a thin line...I just don't know I feel pregnant....I just want it to show...I am terrified.

I just don't know I know it is really early. FF says I am 10dpo, but I think I am 11dpo...guess time will tell.

Any experiences or encouragement is WELCOME!!!!