Envious about PG.

Others pregnancy: I dont care either way any more. I believe when I am ready GOD will give me a child. Being envious only stresses a person out and makes the TTC process harder. Usually people in my life outside of family, dont have know clue that I have PCOS, but dont go telling me of there BFP's cause I dont have kids and they dont want to hurt my feelings. So they dont bring it up. My family on the other hand, know that I dont care either way, but they respect my wishes. You know, I have never been invited to go to a Baby Shower. I maybe missing something in my life, but I am sure that type of party isnt for me. So I will say, it is not good to get worked up/stressed out/mad/ or envious over someone elses body. I believe that GOD is in control. Hopefully GOD will see fit for me. Now, grant it, this is my belief.