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I guess I can use this blog to talk about any PCOS stuff going on. I have another blog but this one will be to keep track of medical ****. lol. I'm pretty much starting over on how to treat my PCOS having found a specialist in Philly. I see Dr. Anuja Dokras at Penn Fertility Care. I've only met her once, and she doesn't seem that personal but maybe she just doubts I am serious. I don't know. I've been to so many that I don't care if she is a ***** as long as she knows how to treat this pain in the ass.
I had my ultrasounds inside and out. They were not good at all. My ovaries are now located in the middle of me instead of one on each side, one or both has cysts but the tech couldn't figure out which one was which she said they could be moved bc of the cysts! She spent about 30 minutes poking and proding. The rest of the day I was in horrendous pain which I know is not normal with an ultrasound, so now I am a little worried. She didn't want me to make an appointment with her for another month, but I think I might make it earlier just because of the pain and worry. I was given Provera to make my period come after 2 years of not having one. I have 2 pills left of 10 days. I have been PMSing pretty bad with cramps and just that feeling, ugh and the emotions lmao. I really hope this works. It did last time, but I don't know I worry too much.
Other than that I have bloodwork to take soon maybe tomorrow. My bloodpressure has been great with the medication that my PCP prescribed to me. That's about it that's gotten better lmao. I can't wait to see my BW results it ought to be a good laugh.
On another note, I was talking to my DBF and it's a semi new relationship. He knows about the PCOS and doesn't care since it doesn't effect anything now I guess, but I told him I might not be able to have kids and that I was a lil scared. He already has a kid so he kinda freaked out thinking my biological clock is ticking or something which it's not I def. want to be in a secure relationship preferably married before I am try to have kids. I was just ranting to him. He got quiet and I asked him what he was thinking. He wouldn't tell me so I kept bugging him. Well, he studied a lot of evolutionary psychology etc. He said don't be mad and I don't mean this it just is a thought that popped in my mind. I was like um ok. He said "Well, maybe you aren't supposed to have kids" That got me thinking..I mean I have so many health problems...what if it's not meant to be? Maybe this is Darwinism at it's finest. *sighs* Guess I really don't have to worry about it that much ATM but I can't be mad at him since I bugged him to tell me and he was apologetic. I can't say I wouldn't think the same thing, damn I am sure I have said something like that before in my life even. Just a thought. Kinda Sucks.
That's all for now.
I had my ultrasounds inside and out. They were not good at all. My ovaries are now located in the middle of me instead of one on each side, one or both has cysts but the tech couldn't figure out which one was which she said they could be moved bc of the cysts! She spent about 30 minutes poking and proding. The rest of the day I was in horrendous pain which I know is not normal with an ultrasound, so now I am a little worried. She didn't want me to make an appointment with her for another month, but I think I might make it earlier just because of the pain and worry. I was given Provera to make my period come after 2 years of not having one. I have 2 pills left of 10 days. I have been PMSing pretty bad with cramps and just that feeling, ugh and the emotions lmao. I really hope this works. It did last time, but I don't know I worry too much.
Other than that I have bloodwork to take soon maybe tomorrow. My bloodpressure has been great with the medication that my PCP prescribed to me. That's about it that's gotten better lmao. I can't wait to see my BW results it ought to be a good laugh.
On another note, I was talking to my DBF and it's a semi new relationship. He knows about the PCOS and doesn't care since it doesn't effect anything now I guess, but I told him I might not be able to have kids and that I was a lil scared. He already has a kid so he kinda freaked out thinking my biological clock is ticking or something which it's not I def. want to be in a secure relationship preferably married before I am try to have kids. I was just ranting to him. He got quiet and I asked him what he was thinking. He wouldn't tell me so I kept bugging him. Well, he studied a lot of evolutionary psychology etc. He said don't be mad and I don't mean this it just is a thought that popped in my mind. I was like um ok. He said "Well, maybe you aren't supposed to have kids" That got me thinking..I mean I have so many health problems...what if it's not meant to be? Maybe this is Darwinism at it's finest. *sighs* Guess I really don't have to worry about it that much ATM but I can't be mad at him since I bugged him to tell me and he was apologetic. I can't say I wouldn't think the same thing, damn I am sure I have said something like that before in my life even. Just a thought. Kinda Sucks.
That's all for now.
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 |  i can't believe he said that though. i don't think that's it at all. i think god works in ways noone can explain, but at the same time i don't think the message is you not having kids. maybe showing you how tough you are. =] good luck with whatever comes your way. |
Posted 05-23-2008 at 09:44 PM by johndeerefarmer  |
| |  Dude- is that really such a bad thought...I mean the world is sorta overpopulated. People spend all this time and effort trying to have a child that is "theirs" versus adopting and loving a child that has already been brought to this earth. I mean technology (medical) is good but people put themselves through a lot of pain and turmoil when perfectly good babies need homes. It irritates me some that adoption seems to be a backseat option rather than a first option. However, some people have always dreamed of having a family, while I only fancy a baby ever now and then. To each it own... |
| Posted 08-07-2008 at 12:20 PM by Patah83 |
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