Well, I haven't updated recently. I did decide not to go back to Penn. I was not comfortable there at all! I now see another specialist much closer to me that a friend of mine recommended and I have only seen him once, but he listened to me ramble for an HOUR! A whole frackin' hour! I felt so relieved afterwards. I feel so overwhelmed with doctors and specialists. I feel I am going in the right direction tho. I have to call him tomorrow to come in for a pregnancy test (no I am not TTC) but he wants...

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Yea, the title's from a song, but it works. I switch doctors all the time because I can't find one I clique with or that I feel is doing a good job. The first time I went to see her I wanted to leave. She didn't have much to go by but everything I was telling her she was like yea ok whatever, and really didn't address anything and was like you need to lose weight...and we will do some tests and I will treat you for everything here...she tried pushing me into a study making sure to tell them she...

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Well, I am spotting after 4 days off provera. I am happy because it's my first period in 2 years...but at the same time I forgot how horrible it is, especially this time around. My cramps are horrendous, the gas/bloating, the what I call period ****s lol, the fatigue. I took some midol waiting for it to kick in. I am just in the spotting time so I can't wait to see how long it lasts after not having it for so long... :T I am nervous lmao. Well, at least I got to see my boyfriend and got all my sexual...

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I don't see many if any cysters that smoke...which is weird for me because everyone I am associated with smokes...except my boyfriend (?) it's complicated. Anyway, I joined a website to help me quit. I have 10 packs left which will last me anywhere from 10-14 days depending on how much I smoke. I am hoping to cut down with the last 5 five packs, so it might last even longer, but when I am out I have a plan. I am going to leave the house for a week, I don't know where I am going either my mom my...

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Ugh. I had a whole bunch of bloodwork, hormones, lipids, and the dreaded 2 hour glucose tolerance test. The liquid was nasty as **** orange Now I am exhausted for some reason, and my arm hurts since I had to get stuck 3 times and 1 time she musta picked a bad spot because it hurt and still hurts Other than that I am curious to find out the results. Nothing else new to report.

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