Sometimes I don't know what to say. DH would say that's unusual, but truly, my feelings cannot be expressed as words. It really is only something God can understand. In moments of sorrow, I do not know how to express that sorrow. In moments of joy, there are no words to express the joy that I feel.
I have been much that way lately, though I have been experiencing no extreme joy or sorrow. I have simply been feeling different. I feel that our chances are about over for conceiving another...
Today is 7dpo... wow, I can hardly believe it. Time goes by so quickly, especially when everyone is so busy.
I had blood drawn for a progesterone on Friday, and I will get the results tomorrow. The first week of this 2WW has gone by quickly, hopefully the second will do the same... though I'm not sure I want it to rush if it's not a good result.
God is faithful, though, and He is providing me with peace, even if I'm not pregnant this month or next month... He is giving...
Well, AF is here, once again. I remember when I first started having PCOS symptoms, I loved to see AF coming. Then, I was 16 and wasn't worried about being pregnant, though (in fact, I knew since the Virgin Mary had already been chosen some 2000 years ago, that I had no worry at all of being pregnant). But now, when I'm paying nearly $500 a month trying to get pregnant, it sure is a bummer to see her show her face.
And each month the question is, "what do we do next?" ...
So, today is 11 dpo (if we believe that the trigger shot made me ovulate on last Monday) or 9 dpo (if we believe the temp rise that I ovulated last Wednesday). Either is pretty good for me, especially if I ovulated last Monday. My luteal phase has never been over 12 days, and normally I would have spotting by now.
However, I did start the prometrium (on my own, mind you) after I got the low P4. I wanted to give my body every chance necessary. So, maybe, just maybe, there is still a...
Yesterday I went for my P4. It was supposedly 7 days past ovulation (my trigger was last Saturday, and my IUI was last Monday). Today I got my results back: 8.9. I'm so disappointed, but at the same time, I knew that it wasn't going to be great. I either didn't have a "good" ovulation, or I didn't ovulate until Wednesday of last week. Now I guess we just need to see when AF arrives.
