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Tristasmother

Pity party

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Tristasmother
on 09-21-2008 at 08:19 PM (167 Views)
Wow, I've never done this before. In fact, I've never really had a desire to do this, but today it just seems right.

Sometimes it feels as if the world is crumbling around me, and then, out of nowhere, I can snap out of it, and everything seems OK again. This weekend has been especially hard because of a certain baby we've been around all weekend. Being around him breaks my heart because he's the reminder of what I don't have. But in retrospect, his conception and the anouncement of their pregnancy with him caused me to find soulcysters, so maybe it's not all bad.

Anyway, I just wanted to have my own little pity party without affecting too many others.
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  1. Wonder_Woman - 09-21-2008 09:31 PM
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    You are not alone. We all feel the same. Be encouraged.
  2. sarah venegas - 09-23-2008 02:42 PM
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    Wow i am going threw the same thing my cousin just told me she was having a baby. She works at a fertility clinic and i told her that i was going to start clomid in august well right around the time i should of ovulated is the time she got pregnant she is now four weeks and me well i am waiting for my period to start to that i can start again i was so hurt i left work early just to lay on my bed and cry. i mean i cried like i have not cried in a while i want to cry just writing about it
  3. KLB01 - 09-24-2008 12:22 PM
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    Believe me I know how you feel! 1 month to the day I miscarried last time my own sister called to tell me that she was PG and she was not even thrilled about it because it was an "accident" or anyway so she says! She is now 4 1/2 months along and will find out the sex in a few weeks and to this day it is still hard for me! Believe me you are not alone, sometimes I feel guilty for feeling so blue about it but I jsut cannot help thinking that it should be me....the married one, the one with a good job and a fantastic husband....but God works in mysterious ways! I just hope that it would be my time already! : )
  4. vonvthomas - 09-29-2008 11:16 AM
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    I can also relate to what you guys are saying I got pregnant back in March with the help of a infertility clinic. I found out that Saturday and was happy then lost it that Tuesday before I could even get back to the doctor. Then my sister told me she was pregnant and is now due in November. I got to host the baby shower and I was jealous of course because I wanted it to be me. I walk down the street, go to stores, and every where I see pregnant women and wish it was me. I even went to a job interview for a part-time job and everyone was pregnant. All of hollywood seems to pregnant, but not me. I wanted to cry at the interview, but just smiled like I was happy. I am totally miserable and can't believe I'm the only one in my family so far with this problem, but I have to stay positive and wait on God to help me. Good luck to everyone and I've been through it all just like you.