Baby4Jen

Okay - so I am truly about to just give up on this whole thing and call what is my life truly pathetic. I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that I cannot get pregnant. I'm frustrated to no end. I am only but 26 years old and if too many more months pass me by I'm afraid of my mental health because I am going KOOKOO!! I'm going to the best doctors - the ones that write articles and books and do research on this stuff - and yet in four years of treatment (7 years with nothing) NOTHING! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!! I swear I think god is punishing me for something - why else could this be happening to me?!?!

Does anyone have any stories to make this all better??all

Ange75

I'm sorry I don't have a success story. But I do know how you feel and its a really rotten feeling and confusing. So lots of ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))) to you. Hang in there !!

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Ang
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Proud mommy to 2 beautiful boys!!

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding."

christyz

Aww, honey...vent away. TTC is the hardest journey and the longer it went on, the more I got prepared to build myself a rubber room!

See my picture in my signature? That little blonde boy I'm holding was something my Dr told me I should never count on (ironically, he was the same Dr who told me I didn't have PCOS). We tried for 2+ years to concieve that baby and I remember sitting on our bed next to Dh and weeping that I couldn't do another day of infertility. It takes a toll emotionally, physically and mentally and people that havn't been there can't fathom it.

There is ALWAYS HOPE. No matter what anyone in the medical community says, it is always there. And a friend of mine helped me when i told her that I thought God was punishing me...she said "No, God is crying with you". I don't claim to understand why he allows things like this to happen, but I just can't believe that God was sitting back on the sidelines trying to keep me from my dreams..after all, it is God that gives us the longing for children.

Hugs and best wishes, dear. Hope tommorrow is a better day for you.

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Christy

33 yrs, 1 precious hubby, 2 miracle kids, At Goal Wt for 4 yrs, Trygly's down 445 pts, Free Androgen down from 20 to 2, 3 half 'thons ran, 2 mtns hiked, 1 crazy run in the Rockies, 4 forest trail races, profiled in 2 magazines...1 woman determined to kick PCOS butt!


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Before & Aug 2007

'08: Duathlon and another half?

shorty1kanobi

Christy is a smart cookie, and the first to tell you how she's turned things around for herself. I am very inspired by her story.

There IS hope. There are so many mommies on this board and they all have a story. Feel free to vent anytime because everyone here has their own story and we're all working toward getting ourselves as healthy as we can.

I'm 25 and haven't yet started ttc, but that day is coming, and I'm scared of how hard it might be. ((HUGS))

We're here for you.

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Mandy
Proud Mommy to Emily born April 7, 2005 and Joseph born January 17, 2008