July is always a hard month for me. It's when both my babes were due. It's also DD BD and my BD. Some yrs it's ok, others it's harder. This yr it's harder. It's been 10 yrs. Sometimes I just keep thinking that I would have a 10, and a 9 yr old. Some days it's just harder....
Thanks for listening....
Girlfriend, we've been there... someday I'll say I should have had a ten year old, and somehow I believe It will continue to be painful to get through that birthday and due date. I'm so sorry for your losses, Pam. I hope the month goes smoothly for you in whatever way you can get through. I wish I was there to give you a hug!!
Love, Your Friend,
Sheri
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Pam, so sorry you are having a tough month. I hadn't realized there were so many of your significant dates all in the same month. Hang in there, August will be here soon...
I'm thinking of you, Pam. There are so many reminders for you this month - thank God it's almost over.
I have no advice, except to set aside a time to go ahead and lose it.
((Hugs)),
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Sorry this July is tough, I'm sure partly because it is "10" years versus 9 or 11 which are "anniversaries" we don't make too much of a deal about.
Thanks for sharing your feelings, I guess I'd always wondered if I'd stop doing ---"I should have a 2 year-old" and next year "I should have a 3 year old" I guess part of me thought maybe I would, but I don't know why I thought this.
My 1st EDD was July 28, that is getting very close
Maybe plant a special tree this year or just get some special flowers for a pot outside in remembrance.
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Sending you much love and lots of hugs during this very hard time for you!!
(((hugs))))
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Our sweet angel, Mohamed Matthew Raymon Illyas,
born and at rest on November 30, 2004.
Lived only 30 precious minutes...(IC at 20 weeks) Forever in our hearts, Together in our dreams.
We now live our life for you. We love you Matthew, our little Angel.
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Hugs Pam, once when I told someone that Japhet was not my first she told me her mom had lost a baby and 50 years later stll marked that child's birth date. We never forget our baqbies. Wishing that the month is peaceful for you.
Aviva
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Can I just whine a bit? 
