the beauty of music is that you can interpret it in your own way. i like metal/rockish music and there is a newish song out by crossfade called colors. it has come to be "my song" in the last two weeks and i thought i would share it with you. to me it means that life may be testing you and you may not be yourself, but not to shut out those that love you and dont lose sight of who you really are. i have been feeling like i am only grief and anger and i have to remember that the colors i am shining right now are not who i am or who i want to always be. i hope it helps you too...
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Colors
Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they compicate you because they make you feel like this
of all the colors that you shine this is surely not your best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
I know you're feeling like you're lost you've drifted way to far
But you should know these colors that you're shining
are surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
Surely not the best colors that you shine
colors 
