The more I read about this disorder the more I am convinced this is me. Especially after I went off the pill and it took me 3 months to have a period...(here we go again-sometimes its comforting to know that your body is consistantly inconsistant *LOL*) However, now I think I am more worried then I ever thought I would be -here's why...
I am 27 years old. My ob/gyn has always told me that I would have a hard time getting pregnant-but would never really get into "why" and would just say that "We will cross that bridge when we get there." I am slightly frustrated that someone whom I trust wouldnt push the issue but if he had an clue about this when I was younger his head is going to roll!
Part 2 of this is that I have been in a commited relationship for 4.5 years. Things are going well..however BF is well...dont get me wrong I love him with all of my heart and we are very good together---BUT he's kind of selfish. He likes his toys and his play time and when I bring up getting a house or moving forward he is receptive...but...not ready. And honestly I think that in someways I'm not ready either.
Then I start researching this...every sign of symptom is another "A HA! So that's what that is..." Well, the fact still remains that I am 27 years old...the clock is ticking (even louder now that I've been looking into this) and I am more scared to know that there is a possiblity that I wont have a child vs. having a child as a single mom. (not that BF would leave-I dout he would-but there's the "what if.." part of my mind that has a back up plan just in case)
I have decided not to bring this up to BF until I have a definate dx. I dont want to get him in a tizzy-its not worth it.
but once I have a dx then what? do I bring it to his attention that um...look it buddy- my time is limited and I want kids...lets do this. Who says we have to do anything in the right order? How do I approach this guy and get the results that I want...Looking at this has just made me realize how much I want kids and how much I dont want to wait. and if I do wait that those dreams may very well not come true.
Help...thanks
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Concerned and lost... 
