(This is long, sorry
)Hi guys, long time reader of soulcysters here, anyways, this has been on my mind. In 2003-2004 I was given a diagnosis of PCOS, well that dr went to another county so i started seeing another dr. Ok, so i told the new dr of the diagnosis, so she ran some tests on me. She said that well, im not sure WHAT she said lol, but I kinda got the impression that she said no i didnt have it, or it was hard to tell ect. She did run some hormone tests ect. Anyways, I have had Hyperplasia on and off since and have belly fat, hard to lose weight, body hair
practically no periods, (i've been on Prometrium for around 2 years to try and induce them)
which is another question (i posted last week)
What do you guys think? Let me tell ya a bit whats been going on..
I have anxiety/agoraphobia, and have had it for about 14 years. I never had regular periods, and even started like when i was 13-14 years old, but never regulated. Which brings me to the Prometrium that I have been on for 2 years. I have tried losing weight and actually have lost some VERY slowly. See about a couple years ago we decided to possibly ttc, well, my obgyn says to go ahead get pregnant, weight doesnt matter because you will gain it anyways, BUT my mom goes, no you MUST lose the weight. At one time my obgyn said well maybe if you lose weight you can ovulate. well a couple weeks ago she says no you HAVE to take clomid because you have been on Prometrium so long you will NOT ovulate on your own, (whats changed? is this true? or possible?)
So she says when im a little over 200 lbs at that time weight doesnt matter. I got down to about 179ish something like that (i go from 177-180 daily) So not sure if i have even lost enough weight to ttc. Also, one time she said my IR was borderline, and then she said i HAD IR. What gives? It was from the same test? What sort of bloodwork shows IR? (I never saw those tests) ALTHOUGH i did see my family dr's reports were my GLUCOSE was 105 fasting, is this related to IR?
I'm 5' 5" and 179 ish my ideal weight shows i should be around 151 or so, (high end)
I was looking up the info on the web about being overweight and how much you can gain if you become pregnant, but .. it says like 15lbs ? i think so by that calculation that would be 195 well if i weight 155 it says i can gain 30 lbs so i would be 185, so ? almost the same or is my math off? I worry so much about GD and all that stuff. I'm just TOTALLY confused. I'm sorry this is so long
Confused? One Dr. says PCOS one says not???? also is this IR? 
