rene

Well today I had classes and I have been preparing myself for this since I lost my son. There is a girl in my class that is due the day after I was. Having to see her just about tore my heart out. I avoided looking or speaking to her all day, which is not easy as there are only 17 people in our class. I have to see her again tommorow but I guess it will be eaiser. She really isn't showing so it makes it a little better.

Don't get me wrong I wish her only the best but it is hard seeing her. I have 1 last class with her in July then she is taking a semester off. I am greateful for that as seeing her gradually expanding would kill me.

As always I am greateful to have somewhere to get all this out. I hope everyone is feeling better.

Rene

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ME 33
DH 34
I ovulated Prog. Level 45.2 3/3/03
HPT 14DPIUI +++++ 3/12/03
Beta 14DPIUI 193 Progesterone 211
Beta 16DPIUI 463 Progesterone
212.7
meds: Gonal-F, Metformin 1000mg & prenatal vitamins
Miscarrage at 18wks 6/03
10/16/03 +HPT 14dpIUI beta -37 Progesterone 58.8
10/20/03 18dpIUI beta 217 P4 53.9
10/23/03 Beta 21DPIUI 847 P4 56.9


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airforcewifeynva

When I was pg with my first son, one of my good friends was due a week before I was. Well, I wound up having my baby 3 weeks before she did. We went to the hospital to see her when she went into labor (I THOUGHT i could handle it). She was in the same hospital AND in the same room that I was in. Needless to say, I broke down and we had to leave. I just wanted to be a good friend. We had gone through everything together during our pregnancies and I thought I was doing the right thing. I think I made a bad decision on my part.

Its tough sometimes playing with their little boy, who just adores me....because I know that my baby is only 3 weeks older than him.

Trust me, it is gonna take time. Right now your feelings are still raw and you are entitled to everything you are feeling. Anything you wanna get out, feel free....thats why we are here. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

*DannysMom*

Rene-
Just wanted to pop over and say hello- I am so sorry that you are going through all of this.
Karen

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Karen (36) DH(37) TTC for 7yrs
Our Sweet Angels: 7/11/02 8w4d Our Angel (low progesterone) 12/26/02 16w6d Liam & Eileen (PROM/IC) 9/2/03 15w1d Aidan (PROM/IC) 2/13/04 Ectopic pregnancy/ loss of left fallopian tube
8/1/05 2nd IVF attempt a success!!!
Subchorionic Hemmorhage, IC, Gestational Diabetes, Pre-eclampsia, Chloestasis
Our Miracle Baby arrived 2/21/06

kim22

Rene
I know how you feel,I cant face one of my close friend at the moment because she is pregnant.(and I found out from her exactly when our baby was due) I really want to say I am happy for her,but it hurts to much to even see her.
I am glad of all the support here and we are not alone!
Take care
kim

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kim age 26 dx sept 02 DH jay 38 married 4th may 02. ttc for 7.5 years, m/c November 02. m/c June 2005. m/c November 2006. Ectopic pregnancy October 2007


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