Have you ever felt like your ovary was the size of a moderate-sized melon or a small piece of sports equipment? I know my ovary really isn't THAT big, but it feels enormous. I feel like I have a water balloon in my abdomen or something. It causes me pain during sex, but more immediately, it makes me feel fat. Right now I feel at least 10lbs bigger than I really am because of this thing. And when I feel fat, I start thinking "well, if I'm already fat, I don't have to worry about gaining a few pounds" and I start eating CRAP which is so bad for my insulin levels. Not that I'm blaming a cyst (or cysts - I haven't been scanned recently to know how many I've got) for my poor eating habits, but it distorts my self image, which makes me weaker.
I posted this in the thin cysters forum because this is a case of PCOS making you FEEL fat when you're NOT. Does anyone else get like this from cysts? Are they even SUPPOSED to feel big and heavy? Am I just going insane?
