Well, I found out yesterday I didn't get a job I had tried for. I felt...relieved sorta. It was hard trying to decide what to do. I know that I'm not entirely, well not even remotely, happy where I am. But, the financial burden of changing to the other position would have been hard, too. I would have felt sooo guilty knowing I was making it more difficult for my family. DH was really pushing me to accept the other position if it were offered. I'm glad I didn't have to make a choice

So, today I'm feeling relieved!