I have had one horrible day. Please pardon me, but I need to get this out...
After 35 years, I finally found the right man to have a baby with. We had been trying for 1 & 1/2 years to conceive when I was dx with PCOS. Shortly after being treated for PCOS, I missed my period and we where pregnant. I was in shock and thrilled. I couldn't believe it was real. Everyday I would wake up and thank God for my little bean and my DH. and everything was going fabulous. Until last night.
I was scheduled for my first u/s today 10/7/04. For weeks I couldn't wait to hear my baby's heartbeat and finally it was almost here. Upon arriving home the night before my u/s, I started spotting and had some mild cramping. I had had no problems before this and was did some reading about spotting. I calmed myself and rested the whole night. The bleeding subsided and had nearly stopped when I was getting ready for my u/s. I showered and my dh and I went to the appointment. As I was sitting in the waiting room I felt cramps again thought they might be gas cramps. When the nurse called my name to go into the u/s room, a warm gush flowed out of me. OH NO, this is not happening, I thought. I quickly went to the bathroom to "empty my bladder" and when I pulled down my pants I saw bright red. I was horrified and panic hit me. I started crying and opened the door. There stood the nurse and my DH. I blurted "something is not right", and the nurse tried to calm me down and performed u/s. I was bleeding a lot now, so much that My DH and I had to grab sheets to catch it. I was crying and just wanted to go home. That is all I can write for now. Thanks for understanding...
Janet
__________________ 36 me ; 36 hubby
TTC since 4/03
Started MET 7/26
Conceived first week of August. Wow we were in shock... so soon?
Confirmed! Pregnant with an April 29th due date.
Miscarried 10/7/04.
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im so very sorry (((janet))) the same thing happened to me, on the day of my scan i bled profusley too them miscarried.
thinking of you, if you need to talk pm me.
truffles xx
__________________ me 42
dh 49
reached goal weight of 120 pounds in dec 2003 after being 180 pounds!!
2 miscarriages.
ivf twins both ectopic resulting in loss of both tubes.
trying hard to accept i wont ever be a mum.
proud fur mum to smudge my rescue cat and daisy and truffles my gorgeous dwarf lops
I'm so sorry.
You and your husband are in my prayers.
I had a simular experience a few months ago if you need someone to talk to feel free to pm me.
(((Hugs)))
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Married 7-25-02
PCOS Diagnosed Nov 02'
Bi Polar Diagnosed Feb 08'
Current meds~ Lithium&Celexa
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I wish I knew words to take the pain away. I'm sorry for your loss.
Aviva
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Dx PCOS/IR since I was 18, on 2000mg metformin XR.
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This is a very difficult time that you are going through. My first loss was discovered on the u/s. I didn't have any signs, no bleeding or cramps. Like you I was looking so foreward to hearing the hb for the first time, only to discover that my baby didn't have one. I had what they call a missed miscarriage. My second loss was similar to your in that I did miscarry it. The blood is so horrifying. I can honestly say that I know what you are going through. If you need to talk please pm me anytime.
Janet,
You are among friends here. Unfortunately we understand this horrible feeling and truly empathize. There will be better days in the future when you are ready, although it is so hard to believe right now. You are definitely in my thoughts. Take time for yourself, cyster.
((Hugs))
Sheri
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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A day I never want to experience again 
