hpotterfan1

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I have just done my first round of clomid and went through my 2ww, and i got a BFN this morning. I went ahead and went to work today and to make it through the day I kept telling myself that it could have been a false negative. I made it through half of the day but then i started my period (sorry if tmi) and had to leave work. All I want to do is cry. I know that it can take several cycles to get pregnant in my head but my heart is just breaking into a million pieces. My aunt also has PCOS but she is out of town and my husband (who just joined this site this afternoon) is trying to be supportive but he just doesn't seem to completely understand why I feel so defeated right now. Oh why can't it work the first time???? Why cant we all be normal and not have to worry about having to take medication to have a baby??? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!?!

one-hit_wonder

hang in there, honey. it's definitely not fair -- i just found out that my NIECE had ANOTHER baby today; and i don't have one -- so maddening. i'm praying for your next cycle -- lots and lots of baby dust!

((hugs))

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Severe male factor and borderline PCOS.

IVF/ICSI/AH #2

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