I think the best thing for me right now would be to hibernate for a few months. People ask me how I'm doing and what am I supposed to tell them? Tell them and make them feel guilty about asking or lie to them and feel guily about not telling the honest da*n truth? I thought that this weekend was going to be "relaxing". I was DD on Friday night for my sister and her friend and they got into a back and forth bar fight with one of my sister's friend's girlfriend so had to break that up before she was sitting her a$$ in jail and today is the anniversary of my grandfather's death (3 years ago) and can still remember the day ever so clearly and trying to explain to people that this was the best possible thing that could happen to him because he was almost 95 and his body just went bad--I know people say that to just give it time and the feeling shall pass but when will it? Even just a little break in it all would be nice but nothing. Sorry for the pity post; just having an off day. Some days you are the bug and some days you are the windshield; today is definatly a windshield.
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I'm sorry you're going through a hard time right now. (((hugs)))
__________________ I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; And because I cannot do everything I will not refuse to do the something that I can do. - Helen Keller
I totally understand! if your gonna dig that hole, can I come with you?
I know what you mean about death of family it is very hard to deal with, and sometimes people are not very understanding.
are you on any meds right now for depression?
(((((hugs)))))
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PCOS:Metformin 1500mgs daily(Oct/03). Rapid Cycling Bi-Polar Type II: Effexor 225 mgs, .5mgs clonazapam, and 900mgs Lithium daily. litebook therapy(Dec/04). Meniere's Disease: To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. 16mgs Serc and 10-20mgs Metoclop
I am not on any meds but I need to call my Dr. again for an appointment. I've been putting it off because of all the other medical expenses this year. New job + new city = new dr. so it is been kind of a struggle to get into somebody. Yes, you can come with me. We'll make it a 2-bedroom hole in TImbucktu
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PCOS:Metformin 1500mgs daily(Oct/03). Rapid Cycling Bi-Polar Type II: Effexor 225 mgs, .5mgs clonazapam, and 900mgs Lithium daily. litebook therapy(Dec/04). Meniere's Disease: To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. 16mgs Serc and 10-20mgs Metoclop
Digging a hole in Timbucktu 
