do i have to be so moody?

cowgirlup_1374 · 09-18-2004, 01:16 AM

it seems that i every month that i do not have a period i am so moody and cranky and then i got all excited for abt 6 mnths all on my own i started having periods and i thought i was normal agian and things were going better, now i havent had a period since aug and it seems that i have permnat pms and always depressed and grumpy.

my b/f cant figure out why i dont want to be intamate and he dont understand that i hurt and i went to the er becuase i was hurting so bad and the er dr sd that i had a cyst( which i knew) and all i could do was wait for it to rupture and that i would be ok in a couple of hrs after that and it was no biggie.

i would go to a dr but i have no insurance and cant i have been on provera before and bleed the entire time so i had to quit taking it it was horrible and now i feel BLAH all the time and dont want ppl around me and dont know what else to do.

and the last couple of days it seems that i am hurting more and that seems to come with stress the more stress the more i hurt why is that?

CathyWood · 09-18-2004, 09:01 PM

Hi...Welcome to SC. I am sorry you are going through this. I have no idea what to say. BUT i can say..we will support you here in what you need. Stick around.

UnblissfulIgnorance · 09-19-2004, 09:07 AM

I can definately relate to the not wanting to be intimate part... I've hurt hurting, too and sex makes it worse, everything seems to.

My husband always tries to be understanding, but I know he feels neglected... And guys also react differently when they don't know how to make you feel better. If he doesn't understand the pain, maybe it would help to show him this webpage... Let him see how many women deal with these issues.

Keep your chin up, hun... I know it's hard.

...GBU...