Hi everyone.... i just need to vent a little (again)... I am 23 and feel like i am falling apart! Besides having PCOS, I had my tonsils out a month ago and I still feel sick.... I fractured my wrist 10 years ago and now it is coming back to haunt me-- i went to an orthopedic surgeon today and he took Xrays and my bones are completely out of alignment, so now I might have to have one of them shortened-- OUCH! he thinks i might have the beginnings of some disease that might cause a bone in my hand to collapse-- geez! I still have pelvic pain and I am at a point where I just don't care anymore-- i am sick of feeling sick and then having to seek medical attention from doctors who either act like it's no big deal or just don't care... that is what frustrates me-- what is happening to me at any given time is a HUGE deal to me, but the doctor's don't see it like that.... i am just almost sick of worrying about myself and what is wrong with me-- there is only so much i can do, you know?? i can't handle this, the pressures of school, wrist pain, pelvic pain, knee pain, my parents, throat pain and everything else.. it might just be easier if i was in a full body cast or something-- no, i am just kidding-- it just seems like there is never an end to my plight.... thanks for listening everyone-- none of my "friends" would understand or care either..... becky
I think at one point all of us know exactly how you feel and what you are talking about. It just feels good to vent to people who understand isn't it? I just want you to know I am thinking of you and I hope that you can find the help you need and deserve. Don't give up girl, I have been searching for a good doctor for a looong time. I have been to Mexico, two other states and now am finally going to another one in once again another state. Hang in there!!!! Please keep usposted on how your doing.....take care hon!! Bibi
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I just wanted to say I am sorry your having to go through so much,, I hope you get to feel better soon. We understand what you are going through and feel free to come here and vent anytime you need to. I wish you the best.
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Thanks everyone.... i appreciate every response i get on here... everyone is sweet and understanding... unlike the people who are surrounding me in my own environment (parents, friends, etc)... sometimes, i just wish i could drop out of school (i am almost done though) and do something that will serve those who are like me-- i would love to do some PCOS research... maybe i could find time to.... who knows... just my ambitions that are usually too high for my own good... thanks again for your responses and being so supportive.. i have an MRI on Wednesday for my wrist-- and i will keep you updated on what happens.. hopefully, it wont be that disease- i have been reading up on it and it is scary-- losing function of your hand! ok, i have rambled enough.. thanks! Becky
Good Luck with your upcoming MRI! We're all crossing our fingers for you!
Hang in there, Cysta!!
*Aimee*
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me: 30
DH: 31
DD: *Eleanor Alexandra* 13 months (born 13 weeks early on January 31, 2004@ 2lbs 2.6oz)
Nobody can make you feel inferior
without your permission - Eleanor Roosevelt
Do the problems ever end?? 
Becky
