I am a Christian and i belong to a UCC church. I always rely on God to see me through tough times and I know that he will help, but lately things have been just piling on and burying me alive.
I went through a tough childhood. My father was abusive and things were just really bad. But my mom helped me a bit and she made sure that we went to church and had a strong base. Every time I would even think that there wasn't a God (the subject comes up in school and what not) I would feel utterly lost and alone. So I knew that he was there. But now, I can't figure out why after all I have been through, things continue to get worse. I mean, i had to leave a church choir rehearsal because we were singing a song about how God helps the people in need, but i was going to cry because I don't feel that he is helping me. I didn't make a scene about leaving or anything, It was like I was excusing myself to go to the bathroom. But I hate feeling like this, but when I sing in church now, I don't feel they way I used to. I feel that the songs are contradicting my life and I need some help from people who I won't see in my everyday life and who will think about it every time I see them.
I guess even writing this helps, but I am sure other people feel this way, is there anything that can help me get over this rough spot?
I know exactly how you feel when it comes to the question of, 'Is God for real?' I would listen to what others would say and think that maybe they were right but within a few seconds I would know that they were WRONG! Why? Because I have seen His work done in my life and so many others.
There have been times when trouble seems to pour into my home and I keep wondering when it will stop. Then I remember that, 'This too shall pass'
The devil has found a weak spot and he is using it to get to you. Keep praying. Ask God to release this hold that the devil has. No matter what your troubles are take them to God. It may seem like there is no end but trust me...there is. No matter how hard things get keep your faith because that is the only thing that will get you through.
I am praying for you and I hope you feel better soon. You can always pm me if you want to talk.
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How long have you been a Christian? How did you come to know the Lord? With a relationship with Christ, just like any relationship there are times when you don't feel as close and that things are not going as you thought they would. I would suggest you find a prayer partner IRL who can pray for you specifically daily. Then, make sure you are praying to God regularly, not just asking, but also thanking and praising. This is not easy when you are going through the hardest times, but it is the best medicine so to speak. Next start reading Scripture daily. I would suggest Psalms first, as it's a Book of praising and wondering where God is as well as promises of God to His own.
The devil has found a weak spot and he is using it to get to you. Keep praying. Ask God to release this hold that the devil has. No matter what your troubles are take them to God. It may seem like there is no end but trust me...there is. No matter how hard things get keep your faith because that is the only thing that will get you through.
Exactly!
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The verse that I have found most comforting in all areas of frustration is Romans 8:26-28 (I don't have my Bible with me but that is the general location) The verse basically says that the Spirit translates our moaning and groanings to God. So even when we don't know how we feel God can understand our groanings. Therefore God is able to understand all things and even when we don't feel Him holding us He is there supporting you. Blessings and the fog will pass
I firmly believe the idea that God only allows you to go through what He knows you can cope with. No more. You may feel alone, angry, resentful, sad, unsure and lonely but I think He hears, feels and understands that. Open your heart and lift up your head. Be calm. You will hear the messages you need. He loves you.
Sometimes, if my faith wavers, I just have to read the poem "Footprints" and I'm back on track.
How wonderful to have faith. Don't let the negative energy take that away from you. Whether you believe it is the Devil or not, doubt does nothing but make us feel broken.
The devil has found a weak spot and he is using it to get to you. Keep praying. Ask God to release this hold that the devil has. No matter what your troubles are take them to God. It may seem like there is no end but trust me...there is. No matter how hard things get keep your faith because that is the only thing that will get you through.
Yes Mam!!! My Pastor often says (when he's relating to marriage) that it is only during the diffuclt times that one really starts to question if they made a mistake in marrying their partner or not... It's the same in life... When the devil finds something that is a vulnerable spot in our lives, he uses it to see if he can shake our faith... A lot of times, he suceeds... I too, have had a diffiult childhood... It wasn't as bad as some others I have heard, but difficult no less... In the last few years my faith has been tested on so many levels... Not only do I have PCOS, but I had to leave a church I was a memeber of for over 7 years because they began treating my husband and I like outcast because we didn't have children... I twas the most difficult thing in the world, but I didn't let it shake my faith! IT is hard, but you can make it through this difficult time!
Believe it or not, it is in the tough times that you really get to know who God is... as long as you don't lose your faith! I am here for you and I will be praying for you!
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Honey, I have been struggling with my faith for the past few years. I left a born-again church feeling guilty and lost. I went through a period of partying and lost my way. I prayed for God to make a change in my life and that's when I met my husband. I cleaned up my act then we started TTC. I sometimes felt it was a cruel joke from God. He gave me a husband but was witholding a child.
I find much comfort in thinking that God is not granting us a child because the more we wait, the more we'll love and desire our child. TTC will leave anyone emotionally drained and depressed, that's why I depend on friends and family for support. Never think that you are alone. Even when you think God isn't listening, HE IS!
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"A baby is God's opinion that the world should go on."
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As no one else has suggested this support, I will. Google Joyce Meyer and Joel Osteen. Their messages are informative, uplifting, and encouraging - providing balance for your life. If your library stocks them, both offer cd's as well as books that will surround you with all that is positive and encouraging - and is the basis of all faith(s). You might also want to seek out the Christian music station in your area. I know that I have benefited from surrounding myself with all of these positive sources of support has helped me.
Please take good care and take heart - you will get through your present concerns and move on to a brighter tomorrow.
Do you ever question? 
