Even on my best days I have intimacy issues, and the last few years haven't even been close to resembling my best days. Maybe when I get this darn PCOS under control I'll be ready to start looking for a girlfriend again...?
I don't think I'll ever get a girlfriend to be honest. It's hard enough trying to find unattached lesbians to start with, so they pretty much get to pick and choose and well... they're not going to choose me are they? Hmph. Not like I'm fussy either! Going to be single foreverrrr.
__________________ I know but one freedom, and that is the freedom of the mind
(Antoine De Saint-Exupery)
Well.. I don't think I'm good-looking at all, I'm all out of shape from the PCOS. Sadly not a lot of people seem interested in finding out what someone's really like. When I do meet someone they always just want to be my friend. That's great in it's own way but then when they get girlfriends it's me that's left on my own. I've never had a proper relationship (at 26) and I just want to be like my friends, have a nice girlfriend, feel cared for etc. It seems to happen so easily for all my friends so it's sad when I'm always the one left behind. My closest gay friend spent 6 months telling me how she wasn't ready to settle down, was happiest being single etc. then met this girl once and they've not been apart since, moved in together and everything. I just think that no-one's ever going to see me on the street and think "Wow, I'd like to get to know her better". I think it would've happened by now. I feel so ugly and useless.
Sorry, i'm projecting!
__________________ I know but one freedom, and that is the freedom of the mind
(Antoine De Saint-Exupery)
Lynzie,
If it is any consulation i think you are downright adorable from your pic!! I think you must project negative vibes that is why you have trouble finding a woman. I have just trouble making friends and i prefer my friends to be bi and sick like me so they understand me. That makes things difficult. Just wanted to say that i think you are cute and not to be so hard on yourself!! Love Holly
__________________ Run mad as often as you choose, but do not faint. Jane austen
I met my girlfriend 3 and a half years ago. She is now my fiancee. We are having our ceromony july 3rd 05. She is the love of my life,. Dealing with pcos I constantly go trough changes. And her support is what get's me trough the bad times. I was put on med's that made me gain 27 pounds in six weeks about two years ago and she never once made me feel bad about it. My whole life my weight has consumed my every thought . I always felt " why me'' . She is the first person to ever really make me feel beautiful.
Im very open out us . I am a make up artist and people always say " your so girly" you dont even look gay. Well guess what thats me and I am PROUD to say Im a lesbian . Love is what's important not who you love.
heh was single and loved it for a little while, then i got bored so i took a second job to fill up my time because my friends are all busy with their work / gf or bf's... worked so much and probably kissed the wrong chick cause i ended up with mono, but i guess i needed this mono to find someone.. my day time job contract ended.. down to one part time job and have been dating a nice beautiful woman with pcos for about a month now and things have never been better.
now if only i could get it confirmed that my mono is gone, her and I could finally kiss! looking forward to that day!
__________________ Mélanie Gatineau, Quebec - Canada
Age 30
Mommy to Mozart (Poodle x) 5yrs old
Mommy to Kay-Pax (American Bulldog) 1yr old
Diagnosed with PCOS at 14yrs old
Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder at 30yrs old
My partner and I have been a couple since Jan 2001. We had a committment ceremony alone on the beach in June 2001. We have known each other though since 1997. We are excited to have just found out that I am now pregnant and due March 2005.
Hope all you singles find someone nice soon, if that is what you want.
Lynn
well hello again everyone. Still single, still hating it, but have bigger problems at the moment. I met a couple of girls but they turned out to be psycho... why me eh? But those bigger probs.. I'm actually homeless now and trying to write my dissertation for my Master's Degree so it's probably a good thing I have no distractions!
__________________ I know but one freedom, and that is the freedom of the mind
(Antoine De Saint-Exupery)
Just a little update. Thought things were good. I'm single again. heh its not so bad really because i've set myself goals to work towards and that's keeping me busy now. Found a perm full time job, looking to buy a house and a car. things are moving along good.
Yes i must say I am sick of being single. I thought things would work with the woman i was dating but they didn't. I just wish I could find someone that i would be compatible with. But single life isn't so bad... just gotta stop thinking about being and hating it and things will go on fine. It works for me anyway.
Hey Tribe! Congrats on the pregnancy!
__________________ Mélanie Gatineau, Quebec - Canada
Age 30
Mommy to Mozart (Poodle x) 5yrs old
Mommy to Kay-Pax (American Bulldog) 1yr old
Diagnosed with PCOS at 14yrs old
Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder at 30yrs old
Do you have a girlfriend now? 
Hello ladies 
