 Does this sound like Endo???
Didnt ovulate this month...
I'm sick of having PCOS, seriously. Its not just the fact that I didnt ovulate this month, but the fact that I LOOK 8 months pregnant because something is very very wrong inside of me! I have all of this pain and pressure and its awful! I see the Dr on Thursday but DAMNIT I dont want to wait that long and it will at least be another 3 days until I can have an ultrasound done!!!!! It could be a NUMBER of different things and I dont want to deal with ANY of them!! I have pain all over my uterus and on my left ovary! I have never had any cysts that were HUGE enough to cause uterine pain, just ovarian pain...and goddamnit, this left ovary is such a *****, I ALWAYS get them in this stupid ovary! I mean, I have them in both, but jesus christ, it always causes the most pain in THIS ovary! Uterine Fibroids run in my family, so it could also be that, and I am also exhibiting symptoms of endometriosis, god that would kill me...I want to have more children so so so badly, but Andrew and I discussed it last night and agreed that we have Lilly and if we couldnt have anymore, then thats okay, we still have Lilly and we are SO BLESSED to have her.
People ask me why I want another one so quickly, and I will tell you why. My mother had a hysterectomy at 28 years old after having my brother because her uterus and ovaries were SWISS CHEESE, all full of cysts and fibriods and hell knows what else! TWENTY EIGHT YEARS OLD! I am 19..thats 9 years away! I want to have another one right now because I am afraid that if I wait... I would be able to have anymore! Which, is sortof what happened to my Mom! She had me at 17, no problems conceving--I was a HUGE accident, my mom had both Pre-e and GD with me, but I was still healthy! Then she had 5 misscarriages in between me and conceiving my brother Brandyn and she had issues with him, and then my sister (my brother and sister are 16 months apart, my mom wanted them close together for the same reason I do) and there was problems with my sister and then my mom got pregnant with my brother Dilyn (he was unplanned unlike Brandyn and Kaitlyn) and he was born 13 weeks early! Then after, as I have already said, she had a hysterectomy!
I am sooooooo worried about this! I have no idea whats wrong with me and its been going on for MONTHS!! I started having issues in October and I have kept putting it off, putting it off...well...that was dumb! I have been bleeding between periods, have periods that come late, have periods that come early, have cycles only 22 days long! SOMETHING IS WRONG HERE...Am I the only one who sees it???!!!
Yesterday when I called the nurse at my Dr's office I asked her if she thought I needed to be seen, and she said "Yes Deffinetely".... what is wrong with me?! I know I am going to go there, have a pelvic exam (I pray she is easy with my cervix its been hurting lately) and then she will feel my belly, tell me what she thinks while I wince in pain from her pushing down on me and then she'll write up an order for me to have an u/s at the hospital which will take like 3-5 days until my appointment...god I cannot wait that long, Thursday is FAR ENOUGH away!! What I am HOPING she will do is feel something in my belly,take me across the hallway to the u/s room and just do a quick one to see what the hell is going on in there and THEN send me for a comprehensive one at the hospital...
I swear ladies...SOMETHING IS WRONG!! Here is what is happening to me:
--Pelvic pain, especially during intercourse
--Cervical pain, especially during intercourse
--Lower back pain, all the time
--Pelvic pressure, all the time
--Bleeding between periods
--Periods being late
--Periods being early
--Left ovarian pain that comes and goes
Theres more, but I am just so F'ing flustered I cannot think. I am scared to death, and maybe I am overreacting but omg, I cannot help but think the worse.
Sorry for that veryvery very long message.
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Crystal
Afflicted by PCOS for 10 years
Diagnosed 5 years ago
Me: 19
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DH (Andrew): 20
1 Child: Lilly Marie (May 29 2008~Conceived w/ Metformin)
Meds: Metformin ER 500mg, Prenatal, Vitamin D 1x Daily, Melatonin 5mg 1 x daily
Diet Started: January 6 2009, Special K Challenge
Started TTC#2: End of January 2009 | 
Oh, and that birth control pills have made my cycles so messed up that my uterus is RAW because of the endometrium trying to shed itself to much. My u/s images were sent to a radiologist to be given a proper analysis...we'll know soon how to go from here.
