Do you ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere? I mean I really don't have many friends, but sometimes, I just don't feel like I have anything in common with any of them. I don't like hanging out with my family because there are a lot of unresolved issues there. Even here, I just feel out of place.
Sometimes I just feel like I am one of those people that people just put up with, but don't necessarily like. Most of the time, I just feel so alone.
Sometimes I think about having bad things happen to me just to see who would notice or care (not that I am going to do anything, but accident type things). I just don't see why people would want to hang out with me. I can't give any advice on anything because I don't have the same life experience that people my age do. (guys mainly) Then there are the times where I just feel like I am being ignored no matter what I say or do and that doesn't fell very good either. I just feel like climbing into bed and not getting out for a couple of days.
Sorry this is so all over the place, just needed to get it out.
(PS - I am leaving work now, so if I don't answer, I am not ignoring you, I just don't have the internet at home)
You do belong! We all just have those days ya know. But that is what our fellow cysters are for!! We care very much vent all you want hun!!!!
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We come from all different backgrounds here, and you do have something to offer! That's one of the reasons I like it here so much, is that we all have PCOS in common, but we are from everywhere with different nationalities, cultures, and experiences. You should never feel like that here. Just look at all the gifts you have!
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You obviously belong here. Your post count and your gifts reflect that. I definitely know how you feel. I feel like I lost my last set of good friends in college, and that was 14 years ago. I get along with my co-workers, but I'm not really close to any of them. I love my family, but my sister is far away, my brother works opposite hours from me, my father passed away, and since my mother has remarried, I feel like our relationship has changed (her husband is a great guy, but it's like home feels very different now). I have a great husband, but we have a lot of separate interests, so I know how you feel. Is there anything that you really enjoy that you could become part of that would introduce you to more people who have similar interests? I met my husband online, so that's always an option too. I hope you feel better. We're all here for you.
I have the feeling that I don't belong all the time...especially with my family but as the other ladies have said you do belong here. I think we all feel like that once in awhile.
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You do belong here! I think a lot of us feel that way at times, and it's hard to get out of that funk! I hope you feel better soon, but please remember we are always here for you.
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I feel like that sometimes too. I have friends but it seems like we are growing apart because they really don't understand what we are going thru at this point. But just remember that behind all the comments here there are real people that are going thru the same things. I hope your day gets better
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(((hugs))) brandy, I feel like this allll the time, you arent alone. I think youre a fantasic woman and I really enjoy reading your posts.. Youre a tremendously supportive and encouraging woman that has a lot to share with all of us and anyone that has the honor and the pleasure of coming into contact with you. The world is a big place, it just takes some of us (me definately included) a little longer to get to know other people and connect as people and individuals.
if you ever want to talk, im here for you
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There's not much I can say that the other ladies haven't said. I'm sorry that you are feeling so alone right now. I know how horrible that feels. But remember that there are hundreds of women here who love you, even if we don't know you well, because we're cysters. *hugs* I'll be keeping you in my thoughts, dear. I hope you get to feeling better soon!
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((brandy)) I know just how you feel. I feel the same way....you're not alone!
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Thanks ladies. I do feel a little better today. I think it might be because I was one of the kids at school who wasn't 'popular'. I really haven't had a group of people I would call my friends since that time. I mean I have a couple, but more acquaintences(sp?) than anything. I think I may need to talk to my doctor about depression, these cycles are killing me.
Do you ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere? I mean I really don't have many friends, but sometimes, I just don't feel like I have anything in common with any of them. I don't like hanging out with my family because there are a lot of unresolved issues there. Even here, I just feel out of place.
Sometimes I just feel like I am one of those people that people just put up with, but don't necessarily like. Most of the time, I just feel so alone.
Sometimes I think about having bad things happen to me just to see who would notice or care (not that I am going to do anything, but accident type things). I just don't see why people would want to hang out with me. I can't give any advice on anything because I don't have the same life experience that people my age do. (guys mainly) Then there are the times where I just feel like I am being ignored no matter what I say or do and that doesn't fell very good either. I just feel like climbing into bed and not getting out for a couple of days.
Sorry this is so all over the place, just needed to get it out.
(PS - I am leaving work now, so if I don't answer, I am not ignoring you, I just don't have the internet at home)
Oh man, I so know what you are taking about. I feel like that all the time. I don't have a lot of friends and lately, the ones that I do have (which is 2) we havent been hanging out too much. I just feel so different from them. It doesn't help that I am overweight and that lately I am just feeling sad for myself. The only family I have here (in the US) is my sister and my mom and we hardly get along. I live with them but it is almost like a roommate situation with me. If you ever need to talk, PM me. I think that loneliness is one of the worst feelings in the world.
Don't belong 
I think a lot of us feel that way at times, and it's hard to get out of that funk! I hope you feel better soon, but please remember we are always here for you. 
