I just found out I'm losing my job at the end of August. I don't know what we're going to do. My husband has been out of work for 9 months now. I really don't know what we're going to do. I'm so depressed. I just really want to go to sleep and not wake up. My doctor just recently doubled my paxil and gave me xanax. It just seems like bad things keep happening to us. I don't really see things getting better ever again. I feel like the best years of my life have gone by and now I'm just existing.
I'm so sorry. I know how hard it is to deal with things when DH is out of work. For both of you...well, I'm not surprised that you are so down. I'm glad that you are seeing someone for the depression. You've got time to prepare, but I know how hard that is when you are already feeling really down. Finding the motivation makes something that's already different nearly impossible. Will you qualify for unemployment? Can you make it on that for awhile if you need to? We all have those times where we feel just like you do now. Please remember that the bad times don't last forever and that things will eventually get better given time. I know that's really hard to see right now. If there's anything that I can do or if you just need to vent, please PM me.
sorry to hear u r down, can't help too much as i don't know the benefit system there. maybe take it as a chance to have some time with dh, find ways to economise and keep active.
good luck!!
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Sarah,
As with anything , well most things, bad things tend to happen more to good people then the bad. I think I figured out why, bad people dont care about anything so it doesnt bug them as much and as for us good people we care about everything. Trust me , I was in the spot about 2 years ago and well I had the same feelings. It takes a while but eventually you wont just be existing you'll be living. Maybe you won't have everything you want but it will happen. The strive for more is what makes us human, keep yourself positive and I truely believe things will turn around.
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Don't know what to do 
