I should be excited i am marrying the mani lovein October i should be bustling around making plans and arranging lists and invitations.
but i am in no fit state or mood to be doing this. I have had ill health since the start of the year still have the flu after 4 weeks, had a sinus infection, chest infections, numerous panic attacks which i ended up in A&E as i convinced myself i was dying
I am crying so much, ia m not working at the moment, i started my healthy eating only for it to stop with this flu thin which seems like it will not go away. I have not had a decent period in about 2 months. I was on provera and it made me even worse so i was took off it.
I am just feeling so bloody low and feel i have nothing to look forward to this year.
My dad was diagnosed with cancer which has now cleared and then he had shingles and my mum is stressed and i am stressed and worried with it all which is getting to me a bit.
It just feels at the moment that no one is interested in what i am feeling and no-one is listening. I have been there for everyone this yeargiving advice and helping them as it is thekind of person that i am!
I just feel as if things are thrown back in my face whenever i need help or someone to listen to me.
My partner tries his best but he is not in a good mood of late with me being ill all the time, as i cannot do most of the house work
I am feeling so alone and just needed to let off some steam i am so sorry for landing this on you all
Love
Suzanne
xxxxx
p.s. sorry bout my spelling and typos
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My Name: Suzanne
My Husband: Gavin
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Age: 26
Diagnosed: June 1998
Medication: 10mg Amlodopine, 2.5mg Bendroflumethiazide
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