Nikkit2

Well November 10th has come and gone imagine at the beginning of this year I was so full of hope and joy waiting for that date and now since losing the baby in July it was pure hell. Emotions that I didn't know that I still ahd were raw, I stayed home and in the bed all day I couldn't eat I was just hurting. I live in a new subdivision and everyone has had there bay the people on both sides of my house in front of me some are on their second and I feel so left behind why can't the stork stop here and stay for awhile. I'm angry happy for them envious all wrapped up into one............... uhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry for the rant but no one can understand like you guys.

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TTC actively 6 months
TTC on my own 9 years
PCOS
Letrozole 5g
Metformin 2000 a day
First IUI 2/16
11dpo BFN
15dpo HPT +++++ & HCG beta test
16dpo 162 HCG
17dpo waiting for 2nd round of blood test results
Second Beta 467
Progesterone 20
EDD 11-10-03 ( how do they figure when IUI was 2/17)
Miscarriage 6/13/03 DDl
Ready to try again!! 6/04
Follicle size 15mm
IVF treatment 3/05
Egg Retrieval 3/26/05
Pregnant edd 12/05
IVF 11/16/07 2WW

Katia

I am so sorry. (((((Hugs))))
Katia

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Me: 38 DH: 44
Recurrent pregnancy loss
Surprise pregnancy while on a break
EDD: August 5, 2008...It's a boy!
Praying to St. Gerard to be blessed with a baby!

AmyKathleen

I'm so sorry. Seeing a due date come and go is tough. Your mind goes into a "what might have been" mode and the sadness flows. IT's like you have to heal all over again. Hang in there, you are in my prayers. God Bless.

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