Instead, I'm happy/sad today. I'm so happy for Viv and my other cysters who've given birth this week. But, I can't help but think about what should have been. All week I've been thinking about what this week should have been like. All week I've been wishing this could all be over and we could have our baby here with us.
I just wish this could have all been a bad dream, but, it's not. It feels more like a nightmare that goes on and on and I can't wake up.
This is so hard, I often wonder how my heart can continue to beat, after being broken so many times.
__________________ Gina
Mommy to a beautiful baby girl Victoria Elyse and 1 pampered furbaby kitty Lacey
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"My heart is broken, but not my spirit. My desire to be a Mother is greater than my fear of another miscarriage." Gina M.
i'm sad for you, gina. i truly hope that one day soon you will hold a baby who will comfort you in times like this. it can really help, though these days still come. (((hugs))) to you on this special date.
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Dropping out of TTC... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. good vibes to you girls!
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Oh Gina - so many hugs for you today... A web hug will have to do it, but please know I wish we could all be there to support you today.
Nicole
__________________ My IVF Mircale has arrived! My baby boy - August 10, 2009
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((Hugs)) I know that this is a tough day for you. I will be keeping you in my prayers today especially. I will hope for a baby for you to hold, love, and keep your mind on the positive on the toughest days. Even though every day you think of your babies, it's always harder on days like these. Even though it may not be much comfort, remember that there are always people here for you!
Gina, hon, we love you so much. I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this pain. My heart just aches for you. I'm saying a pray for you and your DH, sweetie.
Manders
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Our baby Bryce Rylee could only stay 7 weeks and 5 days before going to meet Jesus to be one of His angels.
3-15-06
Our twin baby boys went to Heaven together 5-7-07
Gavin James and Brogan Ryker 19 weeks 3 days
They died and ended up saving my life. They are forever my heroes.
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Gina, my thought and prayers are with you. You are often in my prayers and on my mind without any provocation. I guess I've never told you that. I want to do or say something more, but I don't know any words to ease your pain. I truely hope that your turn comes very soon. You have been such an inspiration to so many. The words in your signature give strength to those who are in pain, like yourself. You comfort others in their times of need. But even more amazingly, you share joy with others while you are sad. Bless you and your angels. (((hugs)))
Thak you all for the gifts, some of the gift messages are a little late making it to my private message box. So, I'll say a big THANK YOU to everyone who was so kind and thoughtful and left me a gift.
__________________ Gina
Mommy to a beautiful baby girl Victoria Elyse and 1 pampered furbaby kitty Lacey
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"My heart is broken, but not my spirit. My desire to be a Mother is greater than my fear of another miscarriage." Gina M.
Due Date Today : ( 
hon, we love you so much. I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this pain. My heart just aches for you. I'm saying a pray for you and your DH, sweetie.
